Is it the winter air seeping in? Or is it my body crying out in agony? My bones ache with a palpable pain down to my very toes. I stand and feel my spine quiver with pain. My knobbly knees splinter with the weight of my tiny frame balanced upon them. I am slowly breaking down, bit by bit. Every piece of skin that flakes from my person. Every blink of my eye. Every bite I do not take.